Friday, July 31, 2009

Shah Alam Adidas King Of The Road 2009


Semua dah register ke belum...? anyway i did..mm got myself a nice running vest..wow climacool adidas... tauu...hehhe
The route this time are heavy mix of mild and steep slopes....from the starting line up to persiaran kayangan will be up then down hill slopes..per x hengat ler kene wat slope training ler aku..hehe
Ok see u guys there yer...my run will start at 6.15 am at Stadium Shah Alam...isk rindu lak kat my old play ground....used to work there though for 5 years...
Reminisicing the route where i used to go to work....heheheh
Good luck to all..my fellow Melawatian racer, Abg Ian, Kesian Cheramiche...too much wasabi crackers kot from MHSR 09 ( yucks hate that) and not forgetting to my fellow runner's blog friends


Thursday, July 30, 2009

What do u mean by making big profits?

mm this latest additon of mine is somewhat related to what we are facing here at my workplace...so called the government bank ler... yesterday was the big annoucement...What we all neing waiting for is finally here....well the joy stops almost an instance we read the online notice...waht we actually fear is really happening..mmmm could i be more specific....

well the bank announced publicly that they are making big bucks wow...making history katanyer...never had they encountered such profit....applause to the management....mmm let put that thought back in my head....rather than saying it from my heart.... well newcomers they come they concoquer plus creating a mess here and there then claim the victory as theirs....this really is sickening....im so disappointed with our previous CEO, i thought he was the man to bring us back into the blue sky...flying higher but instead.... he is enjoying his benefit alone....let Allah deal with him... who am i to justified what is right here.?

U may says that i am an inconsiderate and ungrateful person kan.... well this what i felt for putting my believes that things would be better.. there are so many injustice happening inside here...well as i said again we can only pray that Allah listens to our cries....macam perang dunia lak...kan...anyway...itu ler seharian disini....

so becareful when u says that u are making big profits , if its only not to benefit the rakyat but the top management...i guess....u know whom to answer right...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Bitter Sweet Dreams- The Star

The article below were taken from Sunday Star, i just want to share this with u guys out there, so please be extra careful if u are one of the candidate for it...well me of course im on the risky side...i had close relatives having it...so got to get extra watch on my sugar content.......please enjoy the refreshing diabetic knowledge,,.....

LEE TSE LING meets two diabetic patients who reach out with their cautionary tales.

GETTING off on the wrong foot with diabetes cost Teh Yuen Kim his right one, when what began with a small cut on a toe ended with a surgeon cutting off his entire foot and half a calf.

The amputation that finished Teh Yuen Kim’s days of unencumbered walking took place in early September last year, but the underlying problem began long before that.

An Ipoh boy, Teh (53) lives and works in KL, specialising in information technology networks. Among his 11 older siblings, he has two brothers and a sister who have type 2 diabetes mellitus (hereafter referred to simply as “diabetes”) - the incurable disease that results from a progressive deterioration of the body’s sugar processing machinery.

Despite this, Teh did not think he was at any risk of developing the disease or complications, himself.

Lesson #1: If you have a parent, brother, or sister with diabetes, you are at risk of developing diabetes yourself. Get screened and learn how to prevent it.

Single, independent, and seemingly healthy, Teh rarely saw a doctor in the last 15 years, even though he admits his blood sugar levels during this time were “quite borderline”.

“That was my problem,” he says. “I very seldom fall sick. (When) you feel like nothing can go wrong with you, you have a false sense of security.”

Lesson #2: Regular medical check ups are important. Even if you have no symptoms of diabetes, you should be screened for it annually from age 30 onwards.

When Teh sustained the cut on his toe, he didn’t pay much attention to it since it stopped bleeding and seemed to heal. In hindsight, he realises he just couldn’t see the havoc that was being wreaked internally.

Teh Yuen Kim ... I thought kurang manis (less sweet) is sufficient, but it's not.

As weeks went by, his foot became tender enough to make him limp, but he assumed he had gout (a painful inflammation of the joints caused by urate deposits in and around them). Eventually, when the foot started oozing pus, he saw a general practitioner. Amongst other things, the GP measured his blood sugar level, and recommended he visit a hospital for treatment.

By the time Teh finally did, most of the tissue in his right foot had died and blood had stopped circulating to his right foot, ankle, and lower calf. The infection had caused his body to stop responding to his own insulin, and his blood sugar was through the roof at 26 (“normal” is under 5.6).

“It just took three to four months for the toes to turn black,” he recounts. “The sole was almost totally gone. Three of my toes were gangrenous. There were two more toes left. The orthopaedic surgeon told me even if they save the two toes, they wouldn’t last long because blood wasn’t flowing to them. So in another three to six months they would go too.

“That’s when I found out I was diabetic. I didn’t realise diabetes can cause the leg to deteriorate so badly.”

Lesson #3: High blood sugar damages nerves and narrows blood vessels, resulting in insensitivity to pain from cuts and infections and low blood flow to extremities like the feet and toes. This slows healing. When blood flow stops altogether, tissue death (gangrene) occurs, and amputation is often necessary to save the remaining living tissue.

For Teh, coping with the loss of his leg is more difficult than coping with diabetes. It took him four months of rehabilitation to learn to walk with a prosthetic leg. Till today, activities that require its removal, like bathing and sleeping, remain challenging and uncomfortable.

“When the prosthesis is on, there is pressure on the leg. When you take it off, there isn’t, and blood flows in. That can feel painful,” he explains. “At night, after you take off the prosthetic leg, the (living) leg will swell. In the morning it’s a very tight fit and (the prosthesis) is harder to put on.

“Every now and then, I forget I don’t have half of my leg. So when I wake up, I feel its there, get up, and then I will fall down like mad!”

To help himself live independently, Teh needed to make home improvements and learn new skills.

“I spent quite a lot of money renovating my bathroom and stairs. I can’t afford to let my leg get wet, so I had to cover my car park quite well, and I put in an automatic gate.

“There’s not much feeling in the right leg. But I’ve found if I use my left leg to brake instead of my right, I can control the car quite well. It has to be an automatic car. I don’t think I can drive a manual car anymore.”

Lesson #4: Patients who accept their diabetes, take ownership of it, and take proactive steps to manage it better will do better than patients who don’t.

Another skill Teh has learnt is how to watch his blood sugar level like a hawk.

“I check once a day, but alternate the time. One day I’ll do it just after I wake up, before breakfast. Another day, I’ll do it before lunch. Then before dinner. Then before I sleep. From that, I keep a record.

“The most accurate reading is in the morning - after fasting. Other periods show the effect of what you’ve eaten. You can see whether you should eat more of something or less of something.

“Now, with my experience with monitoring, I know everything has sugar. Something can look innocent, like roti canai or chapatti, but it can be quite high in sugar. I thought kurang manis (less sweet) and all that is sufficient, but it’s not,” he warns.

Lesson #5: Effective control of blood sugar doesn’t just come from reducing intake of actual sugar. Maintaining an active lifestyle, healthy weight, trim waistline, and low blood pressure and cholesterol level also contribute.

A. S. Xavier ... Don’t put on weight. Do some exercise. Go on a diet. Don’t be like me, don’t get into this situation.

Unfortunately for A. S. Xavier, our second interviewee, he was initially unaware of these factors, and his search for a quick cure was nearly his undoing.

Originally from Klang, Xavier (74) is an ex-electrical engineer, specialising in power generation. Having previously worked in factories in Pahang and Sarawak, he now lives in Subang Jaya, Selangor.

His diabetes was diagnosed in his late 30s when, at the prompting of his friend, a medical assistant working in the same factory, he visited his family doctor to be screened. He told his doctor he was experiencing frequent toilet visits, constant thirst, and a constant craving for sweet things, but didn’t understand how these symptoms were connected with diabetes.

Lesson #6: Learn to recognise the early signs of diabetes and see a doctor if they develop - excessive urination, constant thirst and/or hunger, effortless weight loss, cuts and bruises that are slow to heal, tiredness and lethargy, sudden vision changes, very dry skin, and tingling or numbness in the hands and feet.

“The doctor gave me two pills,” he recalls, “one to take in the morning and one in the evening, and said ‘Come back in one week to check your blood.’ I don’t know what my blood sugar level was then. I didn’t even know then there was such a measurement.

“He didn’t say a word about how dangerous it was, what I should do. The only thing he would say was ‘Ah, this week you’re alright. Keep your blood sugar level low.’ He said don’t take sugar, don’t take sweets, don’t drink coffee with sugar, don’t take too much rice.”

Lesson #7: Managing diabetes effectively requires knowledge and planning. Bombard your doctor with specific questions and take notes. Eg how do I prevent this complication? How do I follow this treatment and what are the side effects? What value exactly is “high” or “low” blood sugar? How will my treatment regime change over time? How do I time my medication and meals? What should I do if I miss a dose? How often should I check my feet/eyes? How should I watch my blood sugar when I exercise, travel, or am ill?

Xavier didn’t think his condition was serious, partly because his doctor was so blasé, partly because his mother had been coping so well with diabetes for as long as he could remember.

“I thought, what is so special about it? My mother is diabetic and she’s all right, she’s fit, she can walk for miles. She took care of it so well - followed her doctor’s instructions, took her medicines, cut down on starchy foods, all these things. And she was healthy up to 84. She never told us about it or the dangers. I didn’t know, until it was too late.”

Lesson #8: Teach your children about diabetes and the importance of healthy lifestyle choices early on, especially if they are at risk of developing the disease.

Diet control and drug therapy kept Xavier in reasonably good health until three years ago, when his kidney function began to deteriorate. His doctor suggested he prepare himself for haemodialysis by undergoing surgery to enlarge a vein in his arm so it could withstand repeated needle insertions.

At the word “surgery,” Xavier blanched, afraid of going under the knife. Around the same time, ie towards the end of last year, he heard about a doctor practising in Klang who claimed he could treat his kidneys without dialysis, much to Xavier’s delight.

“I thought ah, that’s good!” he exclaims. “That’s nice, that’s what I want. That doctor would take a bottle of medicine - what it is, I don’t know - mixed it with distilled water and then dripped it into my bloodstream. Once a week, I would go in for one and a half hours’ treatment, which was supposed to bring out all toxic matters in my body.

“Then, bad luck, the doctor had to go somewhere for two weeks. She said ‘No need to worry, just take care of yourself.’ The third week, I couldn’t go for treatment. I thought if two weeks can go without problem, one week should be ok without problem.”

But it wasn’t. By the end of the third week, it was January, and Xavier was in a poor state. His chest felt severely congested and his phlegm was full of blood. Weak, nauseous, and dizzy, he needed his daughter-in-law and maid to walk him down the stairs and to the car, step-by-step. In the car on the way to the emergency department of the nearest hospital, he collapsed. While wheeled through the hospital on a gurney, he barely registered what was going on as faint voices floated in and out.

Lesson #9: Complementary and alternative medicine (CAM) has its place in the treatment of diabetes, NOT its cure. Learn more about CAM for diabetes at diabetes.niddk.nih.gov/dm/pubs/alternativetherapies/ and ALWAYS inform your about any CAM you’re taking.

He woke up to find a tube embedded in his chest, through which emergency dialysis had been performed to clear out the toxic waste that had accumulated in his body. Progressive damage to the microscopic filters in his kidneys (“nephropathy”) due to poor blood sugar control and delaying haemodialysis had lead to complete kidney failure.

Lesson #10: You can’t cure diabetes. You can only manage, and because it is progressive, its management must be reviewed regularly with your doctor.

Xavier was 72 when his kidneys failed. He had been earning a living right up till then. If he could do without his four-hour dialysis sessions three times a week, he imagines he’d still be working and travelling to visit his children here and in Australia, Germany, and Singapore. Since he can’t, and after all he has been through, he has resolved to never let it happen to them.

I warn them every now and then. When I see them taking too much rice, sugar, starch, I tell them it’s not good. I tell them not to put on weight. Better do some exercise. Go on a diet. Don’t be like me, don’t get into this situation.

“Older people, what they say to the younger generation doesn’t seem to carry weight. They assume we’re talking grandfather stories. But now my children have observed what happened to me and what’s happening to me now. Seeing me with this problem has really given them a shock.”

Xavier wishes he could have had the access to sound medical advice people nowadays take for granted, eg through educational clinics, talks, and the Internet.

“(Back then) unfortunately, whether it was my stubborn mind or the information they were trying to convey to me then, it didn’t go into my head,” he owns. “Possibly because I was not aware of what the dangers were. Probably because I kept referring to my mother. That sort of attitude led to this problem. So I only hope people pay some attention to this.”

Monday, July 27, 2009

Malakoff KL run 2009


mm interesting....anyone ... just fill in the forms

see u there

Stress.....Cant wait to bust it out during workout!!!

well, im writing this is afternoon yar, during lunch hour, well its because something had came up in my life, well just as i thought my life is almost ok, but now i running out of energy keeping up with the stress, yang mane stress kat rumahnyer, plus keje lagi, i almost fainted today, dah ler tur x train langsung for the past 5 days, g outstation then hangout with my friends( well that what im looking for all the while last week) skip Men's Health Run lepak at with my friends from UPM at presint 11 Putrajaya, hehe, itu ler, anyway.. something had came up with the thus making me sleepless last night...entah ler,,,,this problem at home is now killing me ler...fenat tul nak layan keje lagi...baru jer pulih dari a big love break then kene lak makcik kat rumah merajuk rajuk ler...aku pun x phm dengan hidup aku...where it is heading,..ler...anyway... itu ler,, aku semakin tension melawan keadaan ni...anyway aku just tulis untuk melepaskan perasaan aku ajer...anyway....

I kept on having this fatigue syndrome.....i hate it so much...its killing my energy in moving towards my target....isk geram tul ler..dah ler aku nyer weight dah naik...asyik dok merapu aku ni kan,...ade ke yang nak baca..eheh thanx for reading my blog...

Mmm i will not bow to this..this evening im hitting back the gym....peduli ler keje or tidak..x pe leh sambung lepas tur,,,heheh anyway workaholic i ni ke..nope i just enjoy doing things in my llife now...hopefully makcik aku tu paham ler....i had done my best to attend to her...if she thinks im no good , i will always keep on trying....

If u guys got any tips on fatigue...please let me know yer...entah...

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Powerman, Seri Manjung 2009


8th year of Powerman Malaysia and the 4th year that the race will be blazing through the town of Seri Manjung PERAK.

Make sure you mark the 8 November 2009 in your racing calendar and start getting ready and excited for another hot, hot race.

INDIVIDUAL LONG DISTANCE : 11km Run - 64km Bike - 10km Run
(2 laps of 5.5km Run - 2 laps of 32km Bike - 2 laps of 5km Run)

TEAM RELAY LONG DISTANCE : 11km Run - 64km Bike - 10km Run
(2 laps of 5.5km Run - 2 laps of 32km Bike - 2 laps of 5km Run)

SPRINT DISTANCE : 5.5km Run - 32km Bike - 5km Run
(1 lap of 5.5km Run - 1 lap of 32km Bike - 1 lap of 5km Run)


Part of it taken from powerman website, i will be joining the team relay long distance together with my fellow runner Azrul Azam, ok jugak kan..mm ade ke place to stay there...mmmm

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Men's Health/Shape Run Putrajaya 2009


The run is actually on 25th Of July 2009, lar nasib baik tgk Magazine back kalau x menganga ler cheq dok pi hari Ahad malam kan..heheh ,anyway due to somethings had prop up last minute i might not join the run, but of course the goodies bag ni take it first, well who knows i might change my mind....my best friends are coming down to KL, so they are planning in having a guys night out...mmm contemplating, it just another 11.km run, kan....cakap macam teroor jer aku ni kan...hehe anyway a lot of my fellow runner friends are keen in joining this run...Melawatian runners, Zachary, Abg Ian, Cheramiche, Abg Anuar,mmm see u guys there....kan

I did not stick to my daily regime of running 5km...getting a little bit tired and stress.. at work...hopefully i could recover fast...im off to Penang then...heheh

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

My weight loss journey Part 1

well this is me on December 2007 just before the Eye of Malaysia to dismantle katanyer
anyway i just like to share my experience in pursuing my quest for my ultimate weight goal..

well i have always been fat since i was a kid.,,,well grown up in a jawa family plus the genes from father is quite strong..he is a plum guy plus, taken care by our nanny in our earliest days had foster quite a bad appetite for eating.. i'm always into food no matter night or day...and food had somehow became my comfort ...and running away from the stress of growing up...well life is kind of difficult for me...teenage years and without frenz.mm u can just imagine it is only food that i look into...well the habit did not stay too long..i stop craving for food like nobody business....however my weight still remains the same...poor me...

Crazy and Outrageos Diet Plan

My weight blooms up till after SPM, i did not bother to look at weight at all , for me..well it is not that important ..cause i bukan nyer ramai kawan..pun nobody is looking at me anyway...the eating habit continues till my university years... it turn out to be even serious...it balloons up...while i was in my 3rd year, i did took up joging as one of my step to losing weight well it did not last that long, i ceased to jog when im not at study, at the same point of time i had stop taking rice..and replacing it with mee, kueyteow..another type of carbo.. it did not work.....

well the turning point of my crazy diet started when i was to audition for my College dancing team.....the comments really hurt me...they said im too fat...there are some routines that i might not able to do.. from then on my crazy diet plan start......well i lose a lot of pounds ...a whole lot of it...to the point i look like an anorexic person,......very very skinny.. i was proud of myself at that moment...everybody look at me was surprise to see my change....

how did i do it...mm simple...hunger...starvation. i wnet on fasting for almost 3 months, non stop even saturday and sunday...i would drink or eat during the day, and i will break up my fast only by eating fish burger almost everyday...my family and close friends are starting to get worried about my conditions......i changed my eating patterns into not consuming rice at all.. or even meat i will only take vege and fish....mmm very extreme ..uolzzz...

Working Stress

the body i had dream off had suddenly become diminishing day by day eaten up by the stress of works...i do not consume food too much...it just that , i will tend to eat dinner late at night then went to sleep early after that.....my weight bloom up to the max....to even more than 100 kg, well people could not see that big was due to my height.... working as the main contractor dealing with a lot of sub cont ..u can just imagine almost all day i will be blessed with food.. i never took notice of the changes it did to my body,,,when suddenly i look at myself in the mirror and saw one fat guy standing across the room...yup that was me....i look so tired...and had grown to a regime of painkillers for my gastric and migraine.... my blood pressure is not getting any lower for my age,,,,i was suppose to be on medication but the doctore kept it away and ask me to loose weight....my irregular eating patterns had taken its toll on me....

Weight Stress

well if u are fat that does not mean u are not happy, u are just as happy as the others, if u are not happy about it, u must do something about it, well that what happen to me...everyday was like a struggle of succumbing to the fact that u are fat that nobody like u..so might as well be alone.. i your own world...the sadness had made more attracted to food.....eating and munching all the time...i love to snack....there are plenty of it,,,at my house ...

Alternative food

There is this believe that fibre is the miracle wonders of fat absorber, they would suck all the oil and fats u consumed, so there will be a time that i would consume a huge amount of Jacobs High fibre low salts biscuits like nobody business, beleiving that all the oil will soak into the fibres then wash away in the stools,,,,then comes the diet pills...it cause me around RM35o.00 from GNC and now it is banned by USFDA

All effort for an alternative food went bonkers.....wishing that i could actually find miracle drug that i could just took, at one point i;m committed in taking the banned sliming pills .....

Changes started to come......................to be continued

Larian Puncak Bukit Antarabangsa 2009


Ade siapa yang interested to joint ke? mm mcm x sempat cause the night before there will be Men's Health/Shape Run..mmmm its going to be an uphill climb but the weather they is good for morning run

Monday, July 20, 2009

My effort is worthless now....Office PC went Bonkers

It is a sad day for me, felt like crying , but what could i do, tetibe... i like to write to about this feeling of things happening to me at work....itu ler my harddisk went corrupted.. all of my work all of this years in the Bank had gone down the drain....rasenyer mcm nak menangis jer tadi,,well crying would not solve anything, nasib baik ler ade colleague yang baik loaning me their PC for me to finish my works...i guess in this world u have fend for yourself ..u need to find comfort in being independent....well not every suffering are to be shared..anyway... i had been into so many pressure lately but luckily i was quick not to put myself back my bipolar situation...i heard about that mental illness....hopefully im not drawn into that,,,,,thanx to the support of my frenz and family...well it is just a PC jer kan ape lar hebih sgt kan...iyealer..when all of your efforts were translated into words i guess it really brunt deep in your mind...rase nyer macam nak menangis jer masa taip report tadi...well Alhamdulilah i managed to finish it..earlier than i thought,,,kalau x may be kene stay ler sampai kul 10 pm lagi...anyway i dont really mind the stay...I m enjoying my work now...well who cares whether i brought u anything or not...well i just want to have enjoyment in everything that i do now

Dah ler IT deparment kat Bank ni pun slow jugak...mmm dah ler paper tur penting lak...itu ler while i was reading my fellow runners blog Cheramiche suddenly everything went haywire...internet explorer went bonkers...opening windows evertseconds like a flood of IE windows...per fening...anyway i resetted my PC ..then it went bonkers....panic ler aku..but then we tried so hard to reboot back using boot disk...but fails it can detect c: habis ler...anyway ..i had to bring down my laptop to work ler nampak nyer...nak tgu IT deparment aku tu berhabuk ler PC aku...dah ler VP pun jenis x sabar...anyway...work had no emotions beb,,,,whether u could or could not....that it....no other ..

x paham tul...dah ler Bank, patutnyer anti virus,, power protected tapi weng ler pulak....isk geram gak...anyway life goes on..harap harap all my effort for the last paper will be appreciated...kalau x...sedih gak but anyway life goes on kan...

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Siemens Run 2009 Dataran Merdeka- The Race day



mmm i did not qualify for the medal..iskk gerammm lerzzz......my timing is only 54 minutes,,,,,,got to work harder for the next run, itu ler,,, i woke up around 6.00 am got my shower then off to to dataran merdeka, the weather seems fine....

The Run

The route is different than Bomba and SCKLM09, it is a heavy mixture of mild and steep slopes, wow kan, i did not had an extensive slope run training for quite a while, so kene improve there, anyway it quite a sight of Bukit Tunku which we had not gone through before, surrounded with lush greens,...sedikit pancit here and there ler,,,but no leak problem this time around, yehooo, anyway i'm not proud of all of my performance...geram ler...need to gear up for my upcoming half marathon...




I saw few of my fellow runner friends, Cheramiche, Abg Annuar, Abg Ian (x sempat nak jumpa) and Haniz... anyway theyall did quite well even dengan Abg Annuar having flu, baru balik dari bandung katanyer...hehe i did not had my watch yet, so i use the big ben of malaysia to time my run, nak beli Polar jugak tau, berangan macam byk duit aku ni, heheh anyway hopefully there is enough money from my adjustement for that, semalam dah crash shopping per....Zara, Parkson, Isetan,,mmmm well gilos tul, anyway back to the run.... byk tul free gift dia...best tul ler.....and yang best nyer lagi...CEO Siemens Malaysia pun siap lari lagi dengan kitaorang lak tur...

Kudos and salute to them....for organizing such a run...see u at Men's Health/Shape Run lak....

Friday, July 17, 2009

Siemens Run 2009 Dataran Merdeka


Siemens Run 2009 this year will be the second run for me around KL since SCKLM09, mm what to expect this time around yar....well for a start i would like to have a watch to time...mmm my target is this... Polar watchRS300x for running but the price tag mm USD169.95

could i have before the run this sunday..mmm well i tried running with my HP , well not a very comfortable ones carrying it in your pants,..hehe well Abg Ian said i could have another type...mmm i had not given my words yet, but counting on it, well we just got our adjustment with backdated tau, anyway..hehe one of my indulgence is Polar watch...

The have not collected my racing kit.yet..planning to do it this Saturday, so that i could shop for my big bro Bday present...ade celebration katanyer mlm ni...anyway looking forward for that....

well back to the race..i had not prepare that much since working mountains getting higher and higher...anyway i will make sure ni bladder problem this time around....My fellow Melawatian runners are going for TC Digi Pacesetters, for other i u guys there on Sunday yar...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

craving for a break..Into The wild

mmm well im looking forward to that, lately i had been stuck with so many datelines, isk tension ler...anyway life is about how you perceived it. Well Abg Ian recomend me to watch his all time favourite stories "Into The wild" u can check the trailer at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2LAuzT_x8Ek ....

The movie is about an athlete and top student ..venture into the wild...Alaska...apo ler ..anyway what really interested me in watching the movie is the fact that somewhat relates to what im feeling about my life now,....felt really wanted to be free and fly so high.....The main character played by Emile Hirsch did quite a good job in portraying a self taught adventurer, the way he defies...all the norms of the society...
(Emile Hirsch)


Most of the society around the world have always centered themselves against religion, social values and money......well he defies all the norms and living alone without any identifications .....well the things that he has that makes him survive ...is his wisdom thinking,...he reads a lot of books, that is the key of his survival ...learning to live not live to learn....he is so determine and committed in making his decision....wow ...what a man could achieve , if he could believe in himself.... the power of mind...well i guess that what drives me ...come to think of that...whenever i step up on the treadmill ...my target will always be at least 5km ..well whenever i reached 1.0 km...i will start to contemplating on just another 2.5km will be enough for the day...well i did finish 5km...the power of the mind..i guess...

anyway i crave for the kind of adventure that he endures in his life....well i x nak ler jadi Sgporean Kiasu ler...semuanyer depa nak masuk...it just that i want to challenge myself... and keep on improving..mmm

anyway back to the movie and my life now....it just make sense when u know that you need to break away ...but time and commitment...is just something i yet to have at the moment...


Monday, July 13, 2009

Seremban Half Marathon 2009- Race day

well , another finisher medal for me there....mmmm ..

The race was on Sunday 12 2009 in Seremban, well i quite exhausted after finishing quite late in friday evening, isk geram ler jugak , nak kene settlekan paper shipping tu secepat yang mungkin kelam kabut cheq,,,,hehe anyway we did finish it at 12.00 pm tau... perrr,, anyway.. well i thought rejoicing and awarding myself for some relaxation....mmmm..so i did a last minute plan for a quick weekend getaway at my aunt's holiday apartmentat PD in Bayu Beach Resort..all by myself perr,,,anyway i enjoyed my stay there....relaxing by the sea...smelling the sea breeeze....gushing through your body while you are sleeping wow what a stress reliever .....

The Race

Before the race day,. i started wondering around Seremban town to have look at the venue for the start of the race, well i got lost , well its kind of hard to find Padang MPS, well actually it is just nearby Dataran Serembann , which i had pass through twice...hehe apo ler kau ni kan...anyway finally i found the venue...then off to my aunt's apartment in PD, well guess what i got lost again...even on the way to race the next day, i took the wrong turn on PD highway instead of going to Seremban, i went back to teluk kemang,,,apo ler aku ni...

Finally i arrived at the venue and parked my car beside Carlton Hotel, beside a man made basement lake...huhuh,,,anyway the race venue crowd started to build up minute by minute,,,i was quite ashame of myself jugak sbb sampai subuh tapi mmm... call AbgIan but baru nak gerakk katernyer,,,mm anyway i wonder around the venue,,packed with school children from around Seremban area, as normal before every race i would drank quite a lit of water, which end up me going to the lavatory more often, i saw a few familiar faces there,,,uncle and auntie we met in Bidor, Kenyan's runner and a few pacesetters members..

The race started with 21 km then after 10km women then my category 10km men senior,,,well the organizer did wonderful job in managing the crowd at the running venue as well as the route....not another series bad running yar...anyway,,, the flag off was done the YAM Tengku Naquiyudin ( Tengku Laksamana Negeri Sembilan) , he was quite supporting in jive with the counting and excitedly denoucing the countdown,,,then off we go..yet another 10 km for me'


luckily there are no like of Ipoh Internatonal Run flag off problem, the flag point above had been cordoned off for separate catogory rather than u cage them, Kudos to the organiser,

The route was along the city and pass through a housing estate, the weather seems to be on our side , all the way the it was very mild and cloudy, fantastic, very cooling, well not good for me , why ya... well i did told u in the beginning that before every run i would drank a lot of water, well i did go for one round in the morning before the race, well there another one coming just after the flag off alamak ...where could i find....i was so desperately wanted to take a leak, along the way there is a petrol pump but i cloud see from far the are already people line up...alamak...anyway i carry on running with my bladder half full....at point i could not even bear it anymore, well i want to do it with dignity yar...

the chill weather has brought the leaking problem worse,,,,anyway i still kept op running but not at my usual speed, i was holding back the shaking , well u know how it feels right...we went pass through the lake garden then back to the finish line at padang MPS...............


anyway as usual i did not stay back till the price giving ceremony, well i saw a few kenyan's women and men...i guess u know who won right...anyway i saw a few VIP run participants as well...there is YAM , Erra Fazira's husband and few others lar , i x kenal ler,,,x famous ler kot

My timing this time around was around 56 minutes,,,not very good lar i was aiming for lower than that,,,,come to think that a man running with his bladder half full, i did fairly well , heheh

Overall, the run was a fun and well organized, Kudos to the organizer, they did a very good job,n there are so many goodies available for us,,,free samples here and there... after the run, Seremban was in total traffic deadlock, per...aku sesat lagi,,,,susahnyer nak manouver around Seremban ni signboard to PD not enough ler,......

I search Abg Ian, but he is not around may be he did not make it kot.... i took swim at the sea and the pool relaxing while sipping my drinks...isk i wish my life where like this....

congrats to all the finisher and not forgetting the participants for the PD International Triathlon 09, may one day i could be one like them... i really envied them...

Ok ler , see u in the next run Siemens at Dataran Merdeka yar this Sunday....

ok see yar,,,,

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Seremban Half Marathon 2009


1987 marked the birth of the SEREMBAN HALF MARATHON in its present form. The inaugural RUN saw over 4000 participants from far and near taking part. The LUCKY PRIZE of a single-storey terrace house in Taman Tuanku Ja'afar donated by Naga Sakti Sdn Bhd was definitely a crowd puller. The lucky winner was Encik Said Harun. (Taken fromhttp://www.serembanhalfmarathon.com/)

Well yet another half marathon event , well this time around im still running the 10km , well who knows i might change my mind during the run, keep on putting the high hopes to complete 21 km, mmm hopefully it will be not another series of bad organiser from SCKLM09 to Ipoh International Run, haiya sudah jadi plague kar,,,well it will be concurrently held with McD Olympic run, My Melawatian's Runners are going for that, last week there were in Ipoh mmm looking at the photos mcm x best jer, heheh jalan jalan kot yang best..

anyway Seremban Half Marathon's route as commented in the Star is very scenic, mm can't wait to feel it, Cheramiche could not joint...well i will be running with my Racing Mentor...well thanx to him i am an avid racer...wah gituu..kan...

with the mountain of works ahead of me now...shipping paper about to due...well i need to pump up more effort...

C u there....

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Station 21 -Bangsar..What ...One hour???

I felt like wanted so much to write about this local western stall in Bangsar, well first of all, i'm not going to write about the food cause i did not have the time and patience kot..., entah ler, the waiter approached us and he can simply said kene tunggu satu jam dik...WTF, aiyo , but the gerai still full of people and they kept on coming jugak tau....entah ler may be the food was fantastico kot...they claimed it was made fresh tau mmmm...steak ..fresh????,,is it because they only started marinated by the time we order it....kan

It did make sense at all....is it?? the meats are coming directly from the cow it self ke...???? I was quite piss off with the shop attitude ...even our drinks pun lembab tau at least half an hour nak cyap...ayo... this is really is not the kind of services we are expecting from Malaysian stall ok, they are usually fast,,,,im not asking for a gourmet food mar...what a let down tul..kesian i tgk muka2 hopeful's at the gerai waiting for their meals....

I may not known how good your food taste???... but does it warrant u to be serve less like that,,,ape ler..itu ler these guys need to be taught a painful lesson kot baru nak berubah....

Larian Anti Dadah Antarabangsa- The Race Day


The race suppose to flag off at 7.15 am for my category A 18 years and above, well i woke quite late that morning, 6.00 am in the morning , took a quick trip to the shower room and perform my morning prayer then off to Putrajaya, in the midst stop jap kat Seri kembangan rest area, isk sakit perut seyyy, i arrived in Putrajaya via Maju Expressway in about 6.45 am, haiyo rush sane sini to pickup my bib and the T-Shirt, by the way a little info on the run kan it is 7.7 km run along persiaran kind of forgot but the same route as fro the Merdeka Parade (forgive me for the, lack of info) it started at the palace of justice ,around PICC(Putrajaya International Conevention Center) then back to he Palace of Justice building.... the crowd were mixes of young school kids, government officers, avid runners (can tell by the SCKLM09 t-shirt they wear) and Putrajaya folks. I met my fellow runner Cheramiche up to collect his racing's bib and t-shirt (alamak org Putrajaya pun lambt gak ke?)

Flag Off

I was quite unprepared for the race, from the late rise in the morning to the flag off, i was unaware that my race was about to start, when i reached the starting line after putting on my bib and throwing my t-shirt in the car, the crowd already gathered at the starting line, i guess it is my category by looking at their bib starting with alphabet "A" and of a sudden i heard the flag off shot, 10 second static shock hit me then off we go without stretching not even mentally prepared yet, ..i was caught off guard......

The run

Well here we goes again, well it is only 7.7 km, like SCKLM09 last week jer, ye lar tur...anyway that is my motivation scheme to carry on the race, the route was new to me , as a first timer to the route i felt awed by the buildings surrounding it, luckily the weather is quite mild coupled with a few cold morning breeze coming from the lake surrounding the route, Putrajaya weather is usually hot, anyway back to the run, i treated the run as like my weekend run at Lake Titiwangsa , hehhe kan berlagak lak, i did not see Cheramiche during the run, the route was made up mostly of flat tarmac but there are few lengths with mild slopes and 45 degrees especially around PICC.

When i reached PICC, i started to feel out of breath and my left shoe lace was loose, well i just kept on running without stopping, at last there is a water station on the way back to the finish line at the roadside on the bridge to PICC , well i finished the run but not proud of my time, i did not get any medals at all, so that means i was not on the less 75 persons crossing the finish line, geram tul lar....asyik x dpt jer kan ,,,anyway i enjoy the run....itu yang penting

dapat sijil jer...and towel gitus...anyway i enjoy the food gak, tuna sandwich and Ice lemon tea kotak jer...

My time , isk i pun tak tahu, cause i did not had any watch at the time, that will be my next target to have... a digital watch , with timer..mm nak beli Polar, but sengkek ler aku lepas tu kan...aiming at Timex...anyway Cheramiche was doing quite good katenyer,,,heheh anyway another fellow runners of mine Ladiefa was doing okay..dpt medal lagi tur...isk women category...kan

The winners mmm... i didn't stay back for the price giving ceremony...but i saw a few kenyan's runners resting nearby me after crossing the finish line...i guess u know who won right...

Anyway see u guys again in another race...Abg was hoping i joined the half marathon ..who knows i might change my mind by then....itu ler .....motivation gah kureng skrg ni...


see u when i see u lar kan,.....Congrats to all the finisher...to finish is to win

Friday, July 3, 2009

Anuar Zain Lelaki Ini Concert At Istana Budaya

Lelaki ini concert was held at Istana Budaya from 1 to 2 July 2009, the tickets were sold out brother IB was full to the brim heheh, anyway i got the tickets through my friend's friends, i bever knew that Annuar is going to make a concert here in Malaysia, by the way this is the first concert he had ever performed in Malaysia, wow, he is very in demand outside of Malaysia, i guess his persona and talent had made him a household name not just in Malaysia but throughout SEA. oisk bangga cik, anyway our seat is not the posh ones yar...duduk tingkat 3 jerkkk..anyway here are the details of our journey to the show....

Lounging at the foyer of IB

we
wwe arrive quite early at IB , while waiting for our friends, i do gaze around the foyer so ternampak beberapa character yang aku kenal...mmm well u cant runaway with that kind of attitude kan...it so obvious, well we saw a couple of celebs coming to watch the show, likes of Ning Baizura and her husband Omar, Ally Iskandar and Zakiah Anas,Fahrin Omar with that model cum actress jugak tur siapa ler , raja azmi the director of upcoming mak nyah movie,CT Nurhaliza and the rest tu maybe tak popular ler..kot cause it does not caught my eyes pun hehe sgt..our friend arrived quite late, we enter the theatre just in time for Anuar to show up on stage, anyway at least we did not miss the opening act...

The Show


the stage was quite a simple made up of three cascade of flat platforms, the musicians were compost of 5 piece band and the Malaysian Orchestra, the show started with Anuar making the grand entrance on the stage via elevated stage from the back of the stage, ok...the normal Anuar Zain style of entre, anyway i was quite tired from the waiting at the lobby so, i did not felt excited enough to watch the entrance, He sangs number of his new and old songs, rendition of his favorite songs from Suhaimi Mior Hasan to Zubir Ali, well it quite an entertaining night,

His voice is the usual Anuar, a little bit shaky at times when he reached that high notes, but overall his energy on the vocals was superb, he is control of his voice, but i do felt that the sound system is out of tune in term of mixing, there are times when we did not hear Anuar voice at all or it could be just him , himself a little koyak ler kan dah tua katenyer 39 years old...oisk,,...mm not married yet...well that what drive the girls in the hall when crazy over him whenever he tries to lossen up his attire they will screams their hearts out as if he is going to go naked ler kan...isk apo ler depa ni...

there were a few cliche in the show but u just cant help it, the audience love it, ade lak berebut towel ler, depa ni memang tul tutup botol pun kalau boleh depa nak tau isk,,kan anythingler he throws kan,

the best part of the show will be when he sangs the evergreen songs by Suhaimi Mior Hasan, Zubir Ali alike... well he nails it, well there are a few tears coming to my ears may be i just cant help it while being in this lobely mood for so long heheh anyway...

the show memang mantap, kami cyap menari and clapping o our chairs ajer ok, to the tunes that makes us reminiscent about our university years back then,,,,heheh paling best lagu bila resah isk sgt ler...



it started off quite slow but end with a bang , he really is truly a superstar......

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

SCKLM09: Official results are out

U ollzz...the results are out, u can check it out at the links below
My result x ler gempak pun, actually quite bad jugak...i was hoping for under 50 minute mmm better push it for the next run...

My results is as follows :

Net Start : 06:58:26
Net Time :00:56:19
Position :088
Finish Timing : 00:56:40.60

Congrats to all my fellow runner friends (Azrul Azam, Mawar Ismail, Ann Karis, Hero Mcnizz, Daud,Ladiefa,Abg Arfian Yusof,Rehanni,Ping Aun,Loh Jin and All Melawatians whom joined the race and not forgetting office mate gak ek).

My next runs will be :

  • Larian Anti Dadah,Putrajaya 4-7-09
  • Seremban Half Marathon, Seremban 12-7-09
  • Siemens Run, KL 19-7-09
  • Men's Health-Shape Run,Putrajaya 26-7-09
  • Adidas King of the Road 2-8-09

Ok, for all fellow members see u guys there....