My Runner's Oblivion

It has been quite  a while since my last post was only made for my Bib sale, no taker so far, i guess i'm suck at marketing...kot, product x dak bagus, anyway..it has been almost 5 month i had been hibernating myself from running, ever since the painful yet to be fruitful knee surgery, i was left with very sedentary lifestyle, living it loud ..yeeeho...yup till realities kicks in...big bump on the belly ...hahah dah gumuk ler....well i did lost a lot of muscle mass from my thigh...though....yikes...fit the pants again...

my life had become somewhat like a cricket creaking in the night while gazing the stars....dreaming of the day when will i be free again and regain back the utter feeling of champion...well that is life, never what u wanted it is always what is given...appreciate the moment as it pass by,

My knee is slowly coping with fast pace of life, catching up with the normal routine of life, well it has not been that fantastic as before , at least its a start, some says i should just give up running and just live life as it is, don't  put yourself in the situation u was, mmm felt kind of hard to accept, when u put a lot of effort towards it ,would'nt u want to see the final result is? right..half way done is not going to yield any....feeling kind of low right now...shall i give up this dream...?

 Lately , i went to Bandung with my friends, we had so much fun, looking at the life and living there, makes u realize the unfortunate and selfishly i am thinking that i had nothing compared to the others, nothing beat the dose of reality to bring back the senses into your life. Life will be fair to those whom works for it, kudos to them,

Maybe some of u guys may had thought , what happen ler to this guy kan, well i'm clueless too, it has always been my dream to be free and fly away to every part of the world, hopefully i would have the chance...hahah deep inside lies the same person u knew all along....laarr

as for running, i wish i could run as fast as the wind and strong as a horse, when will it be? Only time will tell, they said runner's is no quiter, well... it really hit me hard in the face now...be strong Shaqi, held your head high and never give up that is my mantra now, hoping that God will be on myside.....till then........;

Happy Training To All