Banyak nyer ...running competition and events flooding my inbox mail...sounds and feel so yummy, mental block still runs high..inside, not progressing well on the road yet. I still feels some stiffness on the left leg whenever i reached the third kilometer..ouch.... I need to add more weight and cross training.. build up more muscle so that the ligament would not be easily torn again. Macam-macam cara den dah cubo..tapi masih belum berjaya lagi.., tapi den tak putus asa teruskan juo..usaha ku.. Aku nak lari Marathon jugak ...lantak ler ape nak jadi den tak leh jalan lagi ke?? eheh..boleh sampai ke situ ke?? Over pulak perasaan ini.
Lame nyer menyepi buhsan ler pulak... nak redah je lar..lantak ler...mmm....Lantak ler ape nak jadi jadi je lar....but kalau tak cedera itu kira bonus ler kan.. yeaahuu..Orang main bola tu ...selalu jer kuar masuk Hospital hehe..boleh jer main lagi.. Keep the spirit running high...positive vibes...
Sometimes u just need to do it without thinking..
....mmmm yang mana satu yer???
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Surgery anniversary,,,,,
Yup, it has been a year , wow time do fly so fast when u patiently and anxiously awaiting to be back on the track again. Looking at the progress of others ,made u felt so left out, it all started as just an exercise routine later moves on a fav free time thing...and ohh how i miss those days when u are burning rubber soles.
If i could see that it was coming , I could just gave myself a good rest or trained well. I guess it is too late to do that. Looking back at the medals made your mind wonders ,What had happened to me? I guess this is what an athlete felt like when he is crippled by his own injuries. I had decided to faced it, the surgery, well it did not turn out to be as i wanted to be but i had no regrets over doing it. Yeah that is life, sometimes it had no fairness to some, as for me, it felt like the only joy had been taken away. It is hard to keep you head high up.
Looking back on the day , i decided to do it. The butterflies, shivers and the feeling of "what the hell had i done this time?" haha..funny funny ...a wimpy person like me had to go through. Wow what a feeling it was , awake while the Doctor is puncturing your knee and showing to you on screen what its look like..wow it was amazing. Something beyond my imagination.
It had been a year....hoping i could be as good as the others soon
If i could see that it was coming , I could just gave myself a good rest or trained well. I guess it is too late to do that. Looking back at the medals made your mind wonders ,What had happened to me? I guess this is what an athlete felt like when he is crippled by his own injuries. I had decided to faced it, the surgery, well it did not turn out to be as i wanted to be but i had no regrets over doing it. Yeah that is life, sometimes it had no fairness to some, as for me, it felt like the only joy had been taken away. It is hard to keep you head high up.
Looking back on the day , i decided to do it. The butterflies, shivers and the feeling of "what the hell had i done this time?" haha..funny funny ...a wimpy person like me had to go through. Wow what a feeling it was , awake while the Doctor is puncturing your knee and showing to you on screen what its look like..wow it was amazing. Something beyond my imagination.
It had been a year....hoping i could be as good as the others soon
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