Macam macam feeling..this is what i'm feeling right now...reading a few bloggers wrote about their incredible tribulation preparation for their upcoming races..wow..how i missed that day so much..out of the blue..this feeling of disability arises...may be this is what they are feeling..whenever u being left out or feeling incomplete..not being able to do what the others do...it is sad kind of feeling..feeling ever so grateful that i can still walk to the mamak stall ..will be able to run soon...if Godwill..i'll do...
People will stare at the way you walk...ahh so funny ler that guy..felt so left out..kekadang..malu pun ade..haha. they would not know i'm a runner, yup caused i'm a bit gumuk sudah, haha, i was lucky to have a good support group here..thus being this state i would not be left out....
I guess, i had to forgo my Singapore dream, i'm just not fit, it will take me months to be up running, i take this as sign for me...to be more careful and cautious of my body.....
Please take good care of your knee or else the retribution will be fatal to your running passion..
Happy Training..To All
hi shaqi... you are not disabledI think. you just need time to heal.
ReplyDeleteand heal well!
Yelah Shaqi, mana ada disabled. Even disabled people can still run and do other things they dream off. Dont feel disheartened. And dont feel sorry about what other people think of you.
ReplyDeleteYou need to focus on recovery now.
Why don't you volunteer during races, hopefully that will make u feel better, at least helping others achieve their dreams, just a suggestion.
Shaq, if there is another nite Putrajaya LSD, u can power walk and hang out with the others during loop break.
ReplyDeleteno ur not.. i did saw u recently kan? u need someone to run with la bro.. do go around running by yourself :) and recover the right way okeh? dont push too hard on yourself :)
ReplyDeleteA bit sentap here and there ler,but i'm holding on strong inside, accepting the fact that it is not going to be an easy and fast recovery.. it takes times..
ReplyDeleteItu ler bila terfikir begitu, it gaves some insight on how a disabled person would felt if they were left out.. we should encourage them to be as sporty as us too..
thanks for the words of encouragement...can't wait to be back in the gang...
Happy Training To All
I totally agree with Kak Kash. Why don't you try being a volunteer in races? Maybe it'll help you feel better.
ReplyDeleteHeal well and be patient. Good days are sure to come.
yup Kak Julin. I'm looking forward to being one,if u had any contacts please pm me,
ReplyDeleteYup, i'm patiently waiting for the day, as expected it is not going to be an easy recovery especially after surgery,
Kepala otak tengah bengong..